I was putting one of those flavor packets in my water, and she was acting how she does when I give her canned cat food or her treat.
Then I finally noticed, the packaging looks like her treat packaging.
Not really an intelligent thing, more of a paying attention thing.
Dogs don’t care about packing, as if they smell meat, they want it the most. Apparently my mom’s dogs, do nothing if she’s eating a salad with no meat. Chips they want too though. But not salads with no meat.
Not surprising cats and dogs pay attention to different things. And apparently some people just don’t pay much attention to anything. Maybe some dogs look at the packaging. Some cats probably don’t as well.
But these flavor packets are probably expensive. No sugar, and no artificial sweeteners, but have more flavor then most flavored waters. The only one with a chance might be Spindrift. They have 15 calories somehow, even without sugar. Don’t even know how they make this powder stuff.
Think when I looked at ingredients, it said it had vegetable juice or something in it. Mom gave me some to try. Didn’t even see her grab them at Costco. She doesn’t remember how much they were, and I never knew apparently.
Might not have stirred it up good enough. But all of it tasted good, so I must have. Some people might use more water though. I don’t think I’d use less water. Says between 8oz-16oz of water. My bottle is probably at least 16oz.
I like plain filtered water, as long as it mostly tastes like nothing, I like it. And apparently the cheaper PUR filters are capable of that. At least for my taste buds.
I need to find out how much these are though. If they cost more then $9.49 or whatever, then probably not worth it. I think she was going to get some Spindrift, but I didn’t want her to spend a bunch of money on anything I’ll be drinking. And if I’m the only one drinking it, she probably shouldn’t. Finally found a cheaper one, I think it’s the L brand, that I should be fine drinking all the flavors. Sucks when you get two flavors you don’t like, and there’s only three flavors. I sent her money, for one thing of those, and some garbage bags. Too expensive for me to get my own Costco card, wouldn’t really save any money. Not even enough money to shop for everything there. Not to mention, too much food for one person. Be throwing lots of food out. I did get one food thing. Hmm, how much was it though? I don’t know if either of us know. Should have paid for that too. Oh mayube $8. Too lazy to do math on what I gave her, I’ll just ask tomorrow.
I finally took a bloody dump, wasn’t sure I was going to shit today either. Guess I needed to go to the digestive doctor to get my bowels moving. Barely worked though, with that constipation. Didn’t do much anyways, talk, take blood, pickup poop catcher, schedule more stuff, that I may or may not do, probably will though, if I can.
I don’t care about them sticking a camera up my ass, and a camera down my throat to look in my stomach. The only method they know of. There’s theories about the government having secret tech and crap. No idea, and don’t really care. Clearly it’s a secret if they do, and the doctors aren’t in on anything.
Though I will say, if the doctor says they like sticking camera’s up asses, or think they are saying that, you should probably leave and find a new doctor. Didn’t happen to me, but sounded like somebody was saying that about their doctor. I don’t think I’d have it done. Charge me? Then I’m going bankrupt.
The reason is, there was some creep, that was filming women, I think their vagina, while he was doing whatever, he was or is a doctor.
If somebody is putting camera’s up asses, and filming it, well, they are probably filming more then my ass, and some people would have a real problem with that.
No idea what it even means if a doctor likes putting camera’s up asses though. Doesn’t seem like it’s good though.
Didn’t really need to wait as long to go though. But might in my mind prove that women are better then men. What happens when you’re a kid, will likely shape what you think as an adult. Women seem to care more, and are nicer, and so on. But that’s just what I’ve experienced, probably some people have had the opposite happen.
If I knew I’d get this doctor, and how she is, then I probably would have just gone way sooner. Could have been years sooner.
Don’t understand depression at all though. Don’t think the brain fog being worse now, has anything to do with the depression though. I seem to feel better then I’ve probably ever felt in my life. And no idea how 25mg of this medicine can do that. They said most people take 100mg or maybe even more.
She tried increasing it, mostly because I didn’t think it would last. Well, that didn’t work, probably felt worse, and puked once. Went down, and everything is better again. Glad I didn’t try the other medicine, you have to take with a certain amount of calories, basically when you eat. Well, if you don’t eat enough, you might be puking.
That reminds me, I wanted to see how much I weighed at the other doctor place last time, since I haven’t been weighing myself. Scale wasn’t working, thought batteries were dead, but put on charger, didn’t look that dead based on voltage. Never bothered putting batteries back in to see if it works or not. I even got some new triple A rechargeable batteries, a different brand as well, but still haven’t done it.
I’d rather buy a new scale, that I can use with an open source app. But probably can’t buy such a scale in town. Well, the doctor didn’t say I should weigh myself or anything, so I guess I probably won’t. Actually, not sure anybody has.
I also need to get rid of some old batteries, since I got some double A ones too. The remote seemed to be dying sooner, but with whatever ones these are, still hasn’t died. Might just eventually get rid of all the really old ones. Not sure you’ll get the recharge count if they’re 10+ years or something. But maybe these batteries had an issue, and just using them and recharging fixed it. Better then doing the refresh thing on my charger. Did that with new batteries, on a low current, and took over a day. I forgot about that, should have done it on the charge/discharge mode.
That might only do three things. No idea how much the refresh mode does. Maybe the charge/discharge mode, whatever it’s called, charges, discharges, and charges. I forgot though, and don’t pay much attention.
Batteries might last longer if you don’t use a high current to charge them.
China made batteries are a hit or miss, I know that, got some of the R brand ones, and might have only got one use out of all the batteries. If they cost more then non rechargeable, a big rip off. Luckily Energizer is Made in Japan, doesn’t mean they are as good as Eneloop, but might be good enough for me.
Some of my Eneloop batteries, are I think Sayno or Sanyo, who owned it before Panasonic. Well, I don’t even know how old those are then. Most of them might actually be before Panasonic bought them.
Ended up buying these at Ace Hardware. Not a fan of Best Buy, Walmart or Target. CVS probably only has regular batteries. Took long enough to find them at Ace Hardware, even though I think their site said they have them. We were in the right spot, they just had a bunch of regular batteries too. Might still be there, if my mom didn’t find them. She wouldn’t, but I might. Unless they remove me from store. Or not, I’d probably just decide they don’t have what I want.
Wonder if Walgreens has rechargeable batteries. That’s like CVS, so maybe not. Or maybe CVS does, I don’t know. But there is one closer to me then the Ace Hardware we went to. Maybe there’s an Ace closer then that one. CVS’s site sucks on my phone though, probably because of my browser, or maybe it’s the app that sucks. And maybe their site sucks on my computer. Does the Walgreens site work?
Also, I think CVS’s site said no rechargeable batteries, at least if you search for whatever I searched.
Somebody else might have more options on rechargeable batteries that isn’t Ace, Target, Walmart, or Best Buy. Well, there’s the battery store.
Walgreens has Energizer batteries on their site. Doesn’t seem like any other brands for rechargeable ones though. Might not have at local store either.
Only went to Target for microwave, because it was easier, and more likely wouldn’t have to look somewhere else a different day. Well, was a good choice, this microwave was on sale. Didn’t have that many though.
There are some bad reviews on Energize on Amazon, but probably are for Eneloop too. As long as they don’t completely die, and the capacity is reasonable for long enough, good enough for me. Also, reviews on Amazon, are probably mostly useless now. Based on the crappy cheapo “smart” watch I bought. No idea how that has so many good reviews. Now this one, I think is the best watch I’ve had, and only $60. There’s plenty of people who have a problem with this one as well. I don’t need much though. I mostly want notifications. Don’t care about replying to anything either. Oh and working in Gadgetbridge.
The long battery life is nice as well. One less thing to charge every day. Except the phone isn’t draining enough. But then I’d have to charge at weird times. And I might need to answer it.
And no, you don’t need to date anybody, or fall in love, to completely change your perspective on lots of stuff. Looks like The Last Shaman is kind of right. Also, you shouldn’t probably be in a love relationship, if you are super depressed or something else anyways. I know it would be hard for me.
Also, I know what choices my dad made, when it came to his drinking. He went to rehab, stopped for a while, started back up. Maybe more then once. You have to want to do something, to do it. Depending on how bad depression is, you may not want to do shit, include think positive things. If you aren’t thinking anything positive, you probably won’t feel great. No idea why he didn’t want to stop drinking. From the things I heard, it sounds like his childhood wasn’t very good. So he may have been drinking, because of issues. Don’t know if that’s the case for everybody, but might have been for him. If nobody is helping him or he doesn’t want to, address those things, he probably isn’t going to want to stop drinking either.
The worst thing is, I don’t know how many people even cried when he died. Probably me, and my sister’s. And maybe his other kids. But who else? He has other family. If not everybody in your family, that you know, had a relationship with, cries, then that seems kind of horrible to me.
I do know, somebody didn’t want him at his mom’s funeral, so I don’t think he knew about it, my sister’s didn’t, I didn’t. Probably because they’d be embarrassed. I think anyone should be at their parents funeral. If they aren’t causing any issues, and are drunk, I don’t care. If they smell bad, I don’t care. Why care about that?
Well, I guess I’ll forget all that anyways. Humans forget, and God and the Divine forgive.
For some reason, him not knowing about the funeral still bothers me a lot. He most likely is fine now, is with his mother and so on.
And also thinking, might make you cry. but if you don’t process anything, that isn’t good either. Crying a shit ton like I did after Tonka died isn’t good either. Processing it though, is much better. I’m pretty convinced that if you cry about somebody that died or is “dead”, that it affects them. Might make them sad as well. But crying a little is probably fine. Not crying at all, could affect them too.
I do know dogs usually handle death better then me. Two of the dogs I grew up with, we let see Buddy was dead. Well, they seemed to be able to handle it way better then me. Doesn’t mean they didn’t care. Could mean, they understand shit I don’t. But I really don’t know what it means, other then what I saw. They weren’t crying like me. Don’t think that means they don’t love him either. They most likely are experiencing all of this, very differently then a human.
An elephant, is experiencing this very different then all creatures on Earth. They got more neurons. They might process things with things, that humans don’t. Doesn’t mean they are going to have tech and crap or be in a humanoid body. I doubt tech is the point of anything. It can help a species survive, but it can also cause them to not survive.
Personally, I’d rather be more spiritually evolved, then technically evolved. Maybe that’s what will happen to me, I don’t know.
One of the best things to do on this planet, is to pet animals. Then some people will say sex. I’d rather pet animals.