RIP Tonka

Went to her 3 PM appointment at the vet. They gave her a shot to calm her down, basically makes her sleep. Then they murdered her with the other stuff.

She knew something was happening today. At my mom’s, she got on the couch more then once. One time she got in my lap.

At the vet she was upset, pacing, and got her upper body in my lap once or twice. The drug finally calmed her down.

People might be able to hear me cry now. She thinks I’ll see Tonka again. I doubt it.

Probably won’t live much longer from now.

She was the only reason I didn’t leave my body a long time ago. Now, I have zero purpose, zero dog.

I hanged her callar up, no idea how that’s supposed to make me feel better.

This is basically the worst day of my life. The last dog I grew up with.

This might be called hyperventilating. The crying got more intense, just like I thought it would.

She was the only reason I was happy. Now, she’s gone, forever.

You could say she was scared. She didn’t understand any of this.

Now, I get to cry, till I die. That might be a long time. I didn’t get to keep her at home, so I already missed her. Now, I never get to take her home.

Remotix is 100% useless

If I can’t play games with it, it isn’t worth $50. I’d pay $10 maybe $20 for it.

The mouse jumps all over the place, so I have no idea if games would work or not. Then the mouse leaves Remotix, causing the keyboard to not be grabbed anymore. Then he’s running, and it’s very difficult to stop the running.

I’d use Steam, but it doesn’t work in macOS. The game never shows anything. Like it stops streaming.

Update
Steam works now, you have to use Proton 4.2-9. See this issue. Probably doesn’t work on Apple TV with the latest Proton either.

Lots of humans are close minded

Somehow God can exist in their minds, but Aliens can’t. Why can’t they coexist? They also think reptile Aliens isn’t possible, but somehow it’s possible for there to be a God.

If you look at Aliens differently, it would support your obsession of God, notice how all “intelligent” life seems to walk on two legs? Why would almost all intelligent life be similar if it wasn’t for God?

The Universe is massive, no other life in it, makes zero sense.

There are some Aliens apparently that live in the water, but can go on land, and stand up.

Also, if we are the only life, we wouldn’t exist, because humans are awful. God wouldn’t want to keep such an abomination alive.

There will be lots of shock, when the truth is revealed, which will probably happen in my lifetime. I’ll just be laughing at all the people that think in a massive universe we are the only ones, because I’m human and that’s what humans do, they laugh at each other. Well, that’s one thing they do.

How is fighting over politics and killing each other intelligent?

Would people stop giving out the code to get in the building?

Looks like they are changing the code yet again. They could evict people for doing that. There’s security cameras, so they might be able to figure out who did it.

If whoever they give the code to, does something illegal, they might evict whoever gave them the code.

The problem with changing the code is, I then have to remember the day they are changing it, and the new code. Putting it in my phone is time consuming.

Why do people care so much about the election?

More votes doesn’t mean you win. So, I won’t waste ink on any elections.

I’ll use the ink to pay my rent instead.

All the people that voted for Trump the first time, will vote for him again, therefore, he will get a second term.

If he can win once, he can win twice.

iOS Messages Filter Unknown Senders is 100% useless

I searched Google, because I was wondering why texts from numbers not on my contacts weren’t being filtered, turns out that only works with iMessage, which I have turned off.

It should gray that setting out if you don’t use iMessage, and put a big warning by it, that it doesn’t filter regular SMS.

Somebody on Reddit said they use SmartFilter to filter regular SMS, haven’t gotten any unknown sender SMS yet, so don’t know if it works.

Some asshat keeps sending me a text message, with the name of Brian, well in all lower case, the first one said something about money and Brian, and the one today, looked like an address. And a bogus URL I didn’t click.

My name isn’t Brian, and I know nobody named Brian.

Beat Greedfall

Says I abandoned the old continent, under the description of the trophy, and left them in a sad fate.

No idea why, they didn’t get the cure? Even though I killed the madman?

Should of picked the other option. I could, just load my save and redo the end.

The end is buggy, the companions following me, weren’t following me. Sometimes I could hear one of them say my armor is down. And I almost died by fighting multiple enemies by myself.

The big ass creature at the end is easier then fighting multiple smaller creatures. Probably because I was supposed to have help with the multiple enemies.

My guy’s level was only 32, it got to 33 after killing the big ass creature, pointless, nothing else to do, it went back to the menu. I didn’t even do everything.

And it didn’t even take two days worth of game play to finish it. The last save I did was a day and 11 hours or something.

I did play it over more then two days.

Will there be any DLC for it? Probably not. Boohoo.

I’d buy The Outer Worlds on the 25th, but I don’t want to spend anymore money this month on stuff I don’t need. And next month, I’ll probably buy a 512 GB micro SD card for my Switch. Also, have to pay my mom back, she gave me $100 so I could buy the eGPU enclosure, and keep almost $300 in the credit union.

Probably should wait six months to buy that game, then it might not be buggy anymore. And the price might go down.

Intel integrated GPU cripples Macs

If you buy a Mac with an integrated GPU from Intel, plan on buying a eGPU. That’ll cost over $200. I bought an enclosure for around $250, lucky for me, I already had a old GPU compatible with macOS.

Apple’s site says the AMD RX 470 is compatible, but the maker of my enclosure only lists one RX 470, different brand, and says it only works with Windows.

I vaguely remember using this GPU with macOS in a VM on my desktop. Not really worth doing, that card has the AMD reset bug, and I think my newer 570 does too. I also can only use the card in the first PCIe x16 slot, think it’s the only isolated one. There is a patch that may or may not work. And switching the GPU in that slot between Linux and anything doesn’t work very well. Makes more sense to use an x16 slot with the good GPU, you get the full bandwidth.

Not running macOS as the primary OS on my desktop. Running macOS on a PC isn’t worth it no matter how you do it, it’ll most likely break at some point.

It broke on my Intel NUC, that I sold on eBay, I didn’t bother trying to fix it, you’ll be fixing the hacks. Put Linux on it, but didn’t really use it, so sold it.

You don’t need any hacks if you have a real Mac.

WordPress restored

Good luck to the bots trying to login, only the server’s IP is allowed access to the file to login, and wp-admin, and xmlrpc.php.

That means no Jetpack either.

Just use SSH with the -D option, if you do that.

That was a waste of fucking time

Going to somebody’s birthday party. Enjoy never seeing or speaking to me.

She has an opinion on everything I do. Yet, she gets super offended and pissed if I have an opinion. She talks to me like she’s superior.

Not the kind of people worth interacting with.

I didn’t eat any of the food she bought. That’s what happens when you treat people the way you do.

She’s a hypocrite.

I should probably block her number, so I don’t get notifications if she tries contacting me.